decisions once again.

and so it is that I'm coming to another crossroad in my life.

i'm ording in 7 days, and prior to my ministry course at coos starting in mid may, i've got about 2 months of nothing. and so there are a few open doors.

1. follow pastor darren tay around, learning about ministry and God. He's awesome, moves strongly in the Spirit, and i believe that ill learn much for him, not to mention, up my spiritual life.

2. intern at church, and focus on GAP (prayer min) which is something I have a passion for.

3. go work for my uncle who owns a successful internet business, learn the traits of doing business. very useful for when i get to SMU.

bleh... i don't really know where to go or what to do. honestly, it's a strong battle between point 1 and 3. no. 3 seems the most practical thing to do because I'll be going for ministry school in may, and i haven't told my dad yet, so if i understudied my uncle for 2 months, it'll soften the blow. moreover, it's a good source of income and experience.

got to give myself a deadline to make a decision.

my 21st birthday party's 19 days away. im pretty excited about it! i need to find an outfit tho! :)