decisions once again.

and so it is that I'm coming to another crossroad in my life.

i'm ording in 7 days, and prior to my ministry course at coos starting in mid may, i've got about 2 months of nothing. and so there are a few open doors.

1. follow pastor darren tay around, learning about ministry and God. He's awesome, moves strongly in the Spirit, and i believe that ill learn much for him, not to mention, up my spiritual life.

2. intern at church, and focus on GAP (prayer min) which is something I have a passion for.

3. go work for my uncle who owns a successful internet business, learn the traits of doing business. very useful for when i get to SMU.

bleh... i don't really know where to go or what to do. honestly, it's a strong battle between point 1 and 3. no. 3 seems the most practical thing to do because I'll be going for ministry school in may, and i haven't told my dad yet, so if i understudied my uncle for 2 months, it'll soften the blow. moreover, it's a good source of income and experience.

got to give myself a deadline to make a decision.

my 21st birthday party's 19 days away. im pretty excited about it! i need to find an outfit tho! :)

20 days to ORD.

harlows everyone.

sorry, i've been quite mia for some time.

anyway, i've got 20 days left to ORD, but while most people will be chilling and relaxing, taking leave and offs at this point of time, it's a little different for me. well... for me, in my company, besides a new officer who knows really little stuff, there's only me to lead the company cause i'm the only other officer around. and of course, i cant just abandon my company and let it die right? so i've decided to chiong for 2 more weeks, to leave a legacy behind and to make life meaningful for myself and the people around me. more specifically, i've got 2 short term goals. number 1 is to establish a weekly battalion fellowship for the Christians in my battalion to come together to worship and be refreshed. number 2 is to inspire my sergeants to make the rest of their NS time count. it's gonna be quite tough cause i've got tons of things to do, but I trust that God will grant me the strength. common jing! you can do all things through Christ who strengthens you! Add oil!

As the saying goes: Don't count your days, but make your days count, all 20 of it.